to be honest i find it hard to believe that theres someone out there that would be able to spend the rest of their life with me
Went on a 4-5 mile walk today and it was good. It felt so good. Even though my feet hurt and I’m tired as hell and its 5 times farther than I walk on the treadmill, it was so good. I need to get healthy and to drop this weight. But its not just pounds…its years of self-hate and bullying and even some depression. It’s bad memories and sadness. And I want it gone. I want next schoool year to be a new start. A fresh feeling. And I think I can do this. I want to.go back out tomorrow and so it again. And again. And I want to see my body get smaller and my mind get healthier. I can do this. I can do this.